i'm very upset..!

there's something that i've waited quite a few month ago.
but now,when i know d answer..
i feel like it's better if i dont know this thing!

something that i recently discovered about myself are:
-when i'm very nervous i'll become sleepy
-when i'm sad i'll become quiet and i feel like i want to let it go by doing some sports like playing tennis or basketball
-when i'm really2 angry i feel like crying!