salam...
ok bce tajuk pun confirm dh tau mcm mne mood time ni..firstly..d most terrible one was when i had to present in front of everyone at d lecture hall..ad hoc u tau x..?! hoho..mmg gelaba gle la ckp.. dgn wat mke 'cari mak' nye bak kate sofia..dgn tegagap n english terabur..haha..sume cukup. dh la point nk ckp ad xckp then point yg sedia ad pun x bntg elok2..gelabah punye pasal..! pape pun..i slamber je sanye org nk ckp ape.. i just ignore those negative comments (wat2 gelak besa ble diorg cter)..nk kate malu mmg x..! tp nervous tu mmg YA..
pape pun alhamdulillah dh selesai..n of course my luis koo pun segrup ngan i.w'pun x bg pape sgt just enjoy sbb dpt grup ngan luis.. hahaha...!
second thing yg wat i rse more terrible is d new member in my family aka my sis-in-law. ok i admit yg i mmg jenis susa nk trime sumone yg tbe2 dtg tnpe diundg ni. (ok i know i teruk).. so i pray to Allah to soften my heart to accept the reality..! insyaAllah..let time goes by..
then..other thing is about "friends"...ok maybe this probably because of my menses.. but i still wanna write about it.. i xske klau org yg nmpk sgt as if nk ambik kesempatan dgn ap yg kte ad..n i know too that i have to help those in need...tp kn ble nk minx tu bleh x minx baik2..ckp elok2..adoiiii....sakit telinge tau denga...! (ye la i pun sanye quite meanie in my word n too straight forward with people around me..) so ni mgkin balasan jgak..ok xpe. my bad..! ok silap.sanye die ckp baik je.tp sbb nmpk sgt nk amik kesempatan tu yg wat i nyampah..! ni mgkin sbb menses..being too emotional rather than rational...!
about friend too..i xphm la asal nk ckp benda yg org xske denga.pastu nk ulang lg..smpai ble2 xabes.dgn buat mke rse cam nk kne penampo tu..mmg la wat org hot..! when i say i hate it..i really mean it..! tp still nk ulang beribu kali... ( i'm being too emotional again..)
ok finish d story till here..
menses suck..!
(kepuasan yg amat ble dh lpaskn)
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